The thought of him has followed me all over this damned library. He's not real - but I had warm feelings for him. But suddenly while I was noting in my journal about one of the volumes, my thoughts wandered to an imaginary man. I'm not the sort to cheat on Matthew and certainly I'm too enthralled with him to think of anyone else. This started as a sort of fantasy, in a strange way. They were steel and quite immovable - I set my hammock here just on the edge of a balcony which overlooked six stories of flickering empty streets of books. It was a beautiful place and I found the perfect spot for my hammock: between two supports holding up the ceiling. 'I had been there three days, I had begun to set up a sort of camp in this monstrous library, in the lightest part, where the light trickling through the ceiling of amber may have been starlight. In her book, Insanity's Plea, Jules Klein discusses the effects of Acemodonian Dissent during her time doing research in The Lexicon, the description follows: Oliver Realmwell, The Ruminations of a Wandering SoulĪs a converse opinion, Jules Klein, of the Klein Institute of the Unknown, actually named the Dissent as a mental illness caused by her surroundings. But now that I am dry I wish now to be drowning for I am very far from the nearest moisture or breath of fresh air.' I am afraid my mind is slipping away - I have had that sense of it since first I sunk into this bog.

Where before the wind did howl at me, I would grow annoyed, but in this stifling house, the wind, when it comes, fills me with dread as I picture whatever massive creature bellowed to create it. 'I have begun to feel different from my ordinary self. Oliver Realmwell catalogues his search through Dirty's Deep in his book, The Ruminations of a Wandering Soul, wherein he describes the effects of the unknown on the mind. In addition to this uniqueness, each individual species or location can have its own devastating effects. This can lead to insanity and other less wholesome ailments. Acemodonian Dissent is an effect which can fall upon the mind of one who has explored what's behind.

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